so freaky you wake up and start praying
before i get to the subject, i guess i'll tell you you what i'm looking into...i'm keeping my doors open, and trying to figure out where i'm meant to go from here..so i walked past this posting of an internship at The Animal Medical Center in new york, NY for 12 months...i was already reccommended to look into that hospital a month or so ago so the heading caught my eye..i began to read about it, and it sounds pretty intense..it's really what i need to become confident in my skills as a vet tech...they provide housing three blocks away with a communial area with free internet, TV, washer&dryer...they'd also provide health insurance...so i'm applying this month to begin in June, and if i'm meant to go there, it'll be a tough, rewarding journey i hope..
but incase that doesn't go through, i'm continuing to keep my eyes pealed...
so last night i had a dream that i came home to the eastview house and i had been away for a long time..the first person i saw was andrew, and as we were catching up- both of us smiling from ear to ear, i felt something weird in my mouth..it felt like my teeth didn't have enough room in my mouth, and then i realized that my left bottom molar was lose..i reached in my mouth, and to my astonishment, my tooth came straight out, and i was horrified! i looked at the tooth and it was thin and rotten..i walked to the mirror and screamed in horror as i looked at my face and beside my cheek was a huge mass bulging from my left cheek! i opened my mouth and pulled back the left side of my lip and inside i saw that my gums had grown excessively and become dark red and oozy, and huge teeth began growing between my cheek and my original teeth, bulging out! i was mortified..then, i noticed something underneath my hairline where i had the incision for my reconstructive facial surgery (also on the left side)..and when i lifted up my hair, underneath were more massively huge teeth growing out of the top of my head, and my head had indented into my skull! i couldn't believe what was happening to me, and how i hadn't noticed before! my mom was there, saying there was nothing that could be done, no surgery that could help me..and andrew there telling me i looked good either way...i looked in the mirror again, realizing i would have to accept it, there was nothing i could do, but so confused how it came to be without my noticing until now..
i woke up soo relieved and thankful for the health and safety of me, my family, and my friends,and prayed for it to remain that way.
but incase that doesn't go through, i'm continuing to keep my eyes pealed...
so last night i had a dream that i came home to the eastview house and i had been away for a long time..the first person i saw was andrew, and as we were catching up- both of us smiling from ear to ear, i felt something weird in my mouth..it felt like my teeth didn't have enough room in my mouth, and then i realized that my left bottom molar was lose..i reached in my mouth, and to my astonishment, my tooth came straight out, and i was horrified! i looked at the tooth and it was thin and rotten..i walked to the mirror and screamed in horror as i looked at my face and beside my cheek was a huge mass bulging from my left cheek! i opened my mouth and pulled back the left side of my lip and inside i saw that my gums had grown excessively and become dark red and oozy, and huge teeth began growing between my cheek and my original teeth, bulging out! i was mortified..then, i noticed something underneath my hairline where i had the incision for my reconstructive facial surgery (also on the left side)..and when i lifted up my hair, underneath were more massively huge teeth growing out of the top of my head, and my head had indented into my skull! i couldn't believe what was happening to me, and how i hadn't noticed before! my mom was there, saying there was nothing that could be done, no surgery that could help me..and andrew there telling me i looked good either way...i looked in the mirror again, realizing i would have to accept it, there was nothing i could do, but so confused how it came to be without my noticing until now..
i woke up soo relieved and thankful for the health and safety of me, my family, and my friends,and prayed for it to remain that way.