Lie Amongst Your Lies

Jan 22, 2007 01:51

How do the weekends go by so fast? Someone please explain this madness to me.

The rest of last week wasn't too bad. I got a partner for my research project. She seems nice, I think we'll get along. My group for learning seems like it won't be too bad either. Philosophy continues to get better and better. He cut his hair though! Why do guys with such nice, long hair feel the need to cut it? Hmmm? Don't do it. Just don't.

Had all kinds of plans for date night friday. Um, thanks, snow. Thanks for ruining everything. I barely made it to Meijer. Those roads were treacherous. So pretty much turned around and stayed in Friday night. Yesterday, Manda and I went shopping and fooled around in Grand Rapids. That was fun and a nice change of scenery. I got some cute new earrings and some stuff from the Body Shop. No clothes or shoes, so I was only 1/2 successful. Ended up going to Chris's last night for a bit. I realized I don't hang out with all of them nearly as much as I used to. I miss that.

Since GV is stupid, we have to cut our dance times down so we can save money on the gymnastics place we use. I'm kinda sad, but at least I'll be getting done earlier every night. I'm still in 5, so I have plenty to do. I won't complain. Anyone know someone who would want to donate some money to Dance Troupe? That'd be fantastic.

Oh! I have two new roommates. Their names are Santiago and Lola and they are my FISH. Last week I had the great idea to get a fish and Manda said I was being stupid. Welllllll, I got them anyway and they're cute and they're mine. I just hope I don't kill them within the week....

I don't call home. I don't avoid it or anything, I just always forget to? And when I remember, it's really late.  I feel bad. My mom called me like 6 times today. She made me feel awful. "Oh, I understand you're busy, I just think about my girls all the time. I was making dinner and all I could think about was how much I wanted you to be home for it." Aaaaahhhhh. I haven't talked to Emily pretty much since I left to come back here. I need to be better at that. Tsk tsk.

My boobs are shrinking!!!  With each passing day I grow more and more depressed with their diminishing size. This is what you get for losing weight. Buuut, I don't want to GAIN weight. So what do I do?! Ahhhhh. And don't say size doesn't matter. That's bullshit and we all know it.

Reactive? I had no idea. I can't help it. I don't want to help it. It's what you do to me.

Blaaaaah. hw calls.

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There is no better find than to find myself with you.
In a fog you are all I see.
I'm inviting you closer with each time I breathe.
Surrender somehow becomes so beautiful.
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