Fandom: Stargate: SG1
Pairing: Sam/Jack
Rating: PG
Genre: Romance
Note: Another Sam/Jack drabble, and I still own nothing. But I am on a roll today.
I keep inviting her.
I've got to stop doing that. She never accepts but one of these days she might and I don't think I can take that. I've got to get away now and then, as often as I can. Got to clear my head, because she's everywhere. Even when she's not with me, when she's in her lab or something, she's everywhere. I can't shake it, hell, I don't want to shake it.
I should want to shake it.
It's wrong and we both know it. I'm her CO and there's nothing appropriate about this. But when she leaves the room, as freaky as it sounds I can still feel her there for ages after. And I love that because when she's around it sometimes seems like nothing can go wrong.
Of course, when she's gone it feels like my guts are being ripped out. And the thought of losing her scares the shit out of me.
God, I have got to stop inviting her.