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so it was really shitty having to come back to alfred.
i don't know why i hate coming back here after being home, it's not like being there is a nice relaxing joyful time.
I guess that doesn't say much for how i feel about alfred anymore.
as much as i don't like to admit it,
i really miss my friends from home when i'm here.
i guess its more because the friends i have here are so different, and i have so much less of a connection with them. its more like i am friends with them because i'm around them all the time and it just works.
So i haven't dated anyone here in a long time because there isn't anyone here that is dateable for me.
I feel the same kind of way about friends, but its not like i can completely avoid that aspect of surviving in this town.
don't get me wrong, i don't hate everyone here, but i feel like if we didn't have art and classes together, would i even be friends with these people?
blah. i almost gave in to both of my parents attempts to get me to stay.
so to make me feel better about being back at the apartment, i hung up curtains.
it was nice to have the place to myself. that always helps to avoid the whole drama that my bitchyness causes.
i don't know what the hell i am looking for.
i don't know why i hate coming back here after being home, it's not like being there is a nice relaxing joyful time.
I guess that doesn't say much for how i feel about alfred anymore.
as much as i don't like to admit it,
i really miss my friends from home when i'm here.
i guess its more because the friends i have here are so different, and i have so much less of a connection with them. its more like i am friends with them because i'm around them all the time and it just works.
So i haven't dated anyone here in a long time because there isn't anyone here that is dateable for me.
I feel the same kind of way about friends, but its not like i can completely avoid that aspect of surviving in this town.
don't get me wrong, i don't hate everyone here, but i feel like if we didn't have art and classes together, would i even be friends with these people?
blah. i almost gave in to both of my parents attempts to get me to stay.
so to make me feel better about being back at the apartment, i hung up curtains.
it was nice to have the place to myself. that always helps to avoid the whole drama that my bitchyness causes.
i don't know what the hell i am looking for.