perpetual mourning/sadness
that's what pms stands for
feeling unwanted today
hate hormones
and what they've done to my face
and my mind
and we will add boys to that shit list
because even when they're not on the list...they are still on the list
also hate pretty/skinny/seemingly perfect people and their seemingly perfect lives and photos to prove they have seemingly perfect lives
yup
and I'm finding it increasingly frustrating to learn these songs or even understand where the tune is or some of the lyrics (which TI couldn't get me a copy of) I have some of them...but there are a few songs that he didn't have copies of and I can not for the life of me figure out what she's saying/singing
I messaged him tonight and asked what he would want to hear from me if/when I get to a practice/jam session with them. I'm really wondering if I can do this or not...I've never been in a band practice thing...jam session...whatever. Not even with the guys. I've sung with them on the way out the door or with jake when we're in the car or walking somewhere drunk...but never anything real.
oye vey
obsessed with the syrup song though and the possibility of being able to cover it with these guys...fuck me I don't even know what that means...to actually cover something.
shit.
feeling unwanted today
hate hormones
and what they've done to my face
and my mind
and we will add boys to that shit list
because even when they're not on the list...they are still on the list
also hate pretty/skinny/seemingly perfect people and their seemingly perfect lives and photos to prove they have seemingly perfect lives
yup
and I'm finding it increasingly frustrating to learn these songs or even understand where the tune is or some of the lyrics (which TI couldn't get me a copy of) I have some of them...but there are a few songs that he didn't have copies of and I can not for the life of me figure out what she's saying/singing
I messaged him tonight and asked what he would want to hear from me if/when I get to a practice/jam session with them. I'm really wondering if I can do this or not...I've never been in a band practice thing...jam session...whatever. Not even with the guys. I've sung with them on the way out the door or with jake when we're in the car or walking somewhere drunk...but never anything real.
oye vey
obsessed with the syrup song though and the possibility of being able to cover it with these guys...fuck me I don't even know what that means...to actually cover something.
shit.