one of those songs were you just write exactly how you feel

[jrizzle]

its 3 but i cant sleep
and you are just a flight of stairs away
i cant believe im here
feeling the way i do
its almost like i cant feel
the way i did about you
you broke my heart in half
thats what you did when you cheated
thats what you did when you stopped caring

its almost been a year
since i left so maybe im to blame
i cant help but take
responsibility for my pain
you sleep so softly
all i do is interupt
all i do is wake you up, and irritate you

i wish there was something i could say
i wish there was something i could do
not so much so wed be back together
but more for you to feel how i do
its not regret it more a sorrow
that i couldnt be what you wanted me to
that i couldnt make you happy
that i walked out on you

everything i do is wrong
you dont even act like we dated
it was 3 and a half fuckin years
you dont act like it meant a thing at all
its always me in the wrong
its always me making you upset
well why dont you think of how i feel

i just want someone to comfort me
everyone acts like its nothing
everyone just says it happens
well it doesnt happen to us
how do you not care anymore?
how do you just blow me off like you do?

i wish that we could be friends
i wish the site of you didnt make me die inside
i wish i could find someone else
i wish i just didnt feel like shit
i just want to know
what this means and how i should be

i guess im fading out
i guess i should just go back home
i guess i never meant that much

i wish i did something to make you run away
i wish i did something to make you feel my pain