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I must have forgotten Jen was going to New Hampshire? I seriously don't remember. I went to the farm yesterday, she wasn't there. Her parents let me free ride Beau anyway, though. It was good.
Rambo was really good today. He looks like a warmblood. I want to buy him. Kacey's leaving Thursday. It's going to be awkward without her there teaching me. I have a feeling I won't progress much while she's in Germany.
I also don't know if I want to do the Halloween show. I dunno...I think it might be for boarders only or something. I don't think i'd fit in because I don't own a horse. Sometimes it really makes me feel like shit because it limits so many things I could do. I want my own horse I can work with and bond with, can go on trails with, go to shows with. I've been waiting 9 years, it really isn't fair. My grades are good now, too. Ugh.
There's so much stuff I need/want and I can't get it all at once. Sometimes I get so frustrated trying to pick out what I want.
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Rambo was really good today. He looks like a warmblood. I want to buy him. Kacey's leaving Thursday. It's going to be awkward without her there teaching me. I have a feeling I won't progress much while she's in Germany.
I also don't know if I want to do the Halloween show. I dunno...I think it might be for boarders only or something. I don't think i'd fit in because I don't own a horse. Sometimes it really makes me feel like shit because it limits so many things I could do. I want my own horse I can work with and bond with, can go on trails with, go to shows with. I've been waiting 9 years, it really isn't fair. My grades are good now, too. Ugh.
There's so much stuff I need/want and I can't get it all at once. Sometimes I get so frustrated trying to pick out what I want.
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