Chapter 2!
I title this Journal accordingly because as of October 24th I am single.
With that said, after 1year 2months and 4 days Frank and I are no more. I have mixed emotions about that whole subject. Part of me is relieved, while the other portion is disappointed. When asked by my mother today if I ever thought we would date again I said I think so. I don’t know if that is the right decision or the correct deduction, but those are my feelings. I guess no one saw our breakup coming. Well except for Mike, but other then that everyone seems overly surprised. I am doing fine in case anyone was wondering. My mother will not stop calling me, apparently I am fragile and I will break or something. That is the only thing that is annoying or even upsetting me through this whole thing is that my mom is babying me. I have not told her I was upset, nor did I state I needed guidance or pity.
On another note nursing school is great. I enjoy working with patients assessing them and actually helping them. I can officially give shots, insert a tube through ones nose into his stomach, administer meds, and so on. I find this career choice very rewarding. Hearing over and over what a great nurse I will become from my teachers and peers does not hurt either. J
I am going to Hall-o-scream and Disney this weekend. I am not sure just how that will play out, but I am sure that I will have fun. The reason that is made that statement, “not sure just how that will play out”, has to do with Frank asking me to come see him. I am a little confused, it seems that we are better broken up then we are dating. If I see him, what will happen? Will I kiss him? Will he kiss me? Will it be awkward? On another token, will it be wonderful? I don’t know if I am willing to take the chance to find out.
This is not the end; this is not ever the beginning of the end, but merely the end of the beginning.
P.S. Thanks Mike…you’re the best rebound guy ever! LOL!
With that said, after 1year 2months and 4 days Frank and I are no more. I have mixed emotions about that whole subject. Part of me is relieved, while the other portion is disappointed. When asked by my mother today if I ever thought we would date again I said I think so. I don’t know if that is the right decision or the correct deduction, but those are my feelings. I guess no one saw our breakup coming. Well except for Mike, but other then that everyone seems overly surprised. I am doing fine in case anyone was wondering. My mother will not stop calling me, apparently I am fragile and I will break or something. That is the only thing that is annoying or even upsetting me through this whole thing is that my mom is babying me. I have not told her I was upset, nor did I state I needed guidance or pity.
On another note nursing school is great. I enjoy working with patients assessing them and actually helping them. I can officially give shots, insert a tube through ones nose into his stomach, administer meds, and so on. I find this career choice very rewarding. Hearing over and over what a great nurse I will become from my teachers and peers does not hurt either. J
I am going to Hall-o-scream and Disney this weekend. I am not sure just how that will play out, but I am sure that I will have fun. The reason that is made that statement, “not sure just how that will play out”, has to do with Frank asking me to come see him. I am a little confused, it seems that we are better broken up then we are dating. If I see him, what will happen? Will I kiss him? Will he kiss me? Will it be awkward? On another token, will it be wonderful? I don’t know if I am willing to take the chance to find out.
This is not the end; this is not ever the beginning of the end, but merely the end of the beginning.
P.S. Thanks Mike…you’re the best rebound guy ever! LOL!