Wesley for xdark_timesx S4
It had been three days since I had taken Lilah down to the basement in the Hyperion to behead her. At the time, we didn't know if Angelus had turned her, and it was thought to be better to take every precaution. I thought at first that I was going insane down in the basement. I had thought that my guilt was getting the better of me when I saw Lilah sit up and start to talk to me. Then she barred her fangs and tried to kill me.
I managed to subdue her, but I couldn't bring myself to kill her. Once I knocked her unconscious, I instead moved her to the basement of an abandoned meat locker, where I locked her up until I could figure out what to do with her. Instead of doing some or another with her, I only managed to prolong my decision by not telling anyone what had happened, instead just telling them that I had taken care of her.
I was coming down to the basement again to bring her some pilfered pig's blood that I retrieved from Angel's refrigerator. In one hand I had the jar of blood, and in the other I was still carrying the wooden cross that I had brought with me during every trip for the past three days since this whole mess started.
I managed to subdue her, but I couldn't bring myself to kill her. Once I knocked her unconscious, I instead moved her to the basement of an abandoned meat locker, where I locked her up until I could figure out what to do with her. Instead of doing some or another with her, I only managed to prolong my decision by not telling anyone what had happened, instead just telling them that I had taken care of her.
I was coming down to the basement again to bring her some pilfered pig's blood that I retrieved from Angel's refrigerator. In one hand I had the jar of blood, and in the other I was still carrying the wooden cross that I had brought with me during every trip for the past three days since this whole mess started.