damn it..
i'm in a horrible mood. i don't even know why. it really sucks, maybe i'm homesick or maybe i'm already tired of dealing with others shit when i don't need to. it gets old. it has gotten old.
I'M GETTING OLD AND I'M ONLY 19 GOD DAMN IT! .... i feel like shit... and for the first time in a long while truly alone here.
how much more of this shit do i have to take? am i full of bad karma or something? why does it just not seem fair anymore.
I'M GETTING OLD AND I'M ONLY 19 GOD DAMN IT! .... i feel like shit... and for the first time in a long while truly alone here.
how much more of this shit do i have to take? am i full of bad karma or something? why does it just not seem fair anymore.