i miss who we were
why doesnt he ever write here? why think he doesnt want the world to knot? why be afraid of something you have no conrtol over? why worry about someone who doesnt even know you? why think everyones out to get you? why live in fear instead of enjoying every moment? why think he's trying to hide you? why make comments that only hurt? why say things you dont mean? why think about who else he could be with? why bother wondering? why bring it up all the time? why contrast and compare? why not just talk about it? why say you dont know when something eating you up inside? why think everything for the worst? why do i have to leave? why cant things always work out? why does everything seem so hard sometimes? why question a livejournal that's not going to give you answers?