hurry now there isn't any time
Tonight I felt like there was so much but so little I could say, or so little I had to. Tonight was exactly what I needed before tomorrow and at the same time so inadequate an attempt to make it any less drastic a break, any less sudden a disconnect - and tomorrow something (without melodrama) terrible and wonderful begins, and
I'm not ready
I'm not ready
I'm not ready
maybe I won't be till it's here
maybe it's here already.
I think I made peace with my brother tonight, perhaps by accident. Weird. And I watched a lot of people walk away who I just wanted to hold onto but I can't and I shouldn't and it's time. I think.
I'm not ready
I'm not ready
I'm not ready
maybe I won't be till it's here
maybe it's here already.
I think I made peace with my brother tonight, perhaps by accident. Weird. And I watched a lot of people walk away who I just wanted to hold onto but I can't and I shouldn't and it's time. I think.