Hey Hey Heyyyy!!! (Read there is a question in here!)
OMG Has a lot changed since my last update... Let me get started!!
I broke up with that Tory chick a while back. I do finally think (well I tell myself think, but I know, for sure) that she was engaged. The funny(ier) thing is, is he broke it off as well.... with no intervention from myself. And second, I really don't even care about any of it... now let me tell you why...
I've started talking to this girl, not "relationship" wise but as a friend, and I really think I like her. Its crazy. I can look into her eyes and know what she is thinking. I feel so happy when I talk to her, and so dead and gone to heaven when I'm with her. I should be careful what I say because she might read this. I want to tell her how I feel before she reads this entry. Anyways...
OMG, its sooo CRAZY!! Like when I was sad/depressed because of the whole "Bitch" thing, I could write on here... But now I'm truly happy and I just don't have the time, because I'm SOO happy. Like I said when I'm with her I feel complete. Like a couple of days ago something came up and she had her arms wrapped around me and I said I am home. That just sounds soo crazy but what I met was, I'm comfortable. I don't like leaving her place. I don't like hanging up the phone. I just don't like it.
AHHHHHH!!!! Things are sooooooooooooooooooo GREAT. I'm happy. She says I make her happy. First she wanted to leave this town and now she met me and wants to stay. Wait... I have a question that I hope I get a few bites at...
OK, heres the deal. She is in town because she is going to college. She has like 3yrs left. The job she wants when she graduates college is WAY a ways. I'm the type of person who would sacrifice everything for a family/life I want. She is the type of person who would sacrifice everything for her career, because she wants to have everything set up and ready for when the family/children/etc comes. Me I'd rather build my career/etc with my family. Now this has already been established because we've already talked about it.
I'm also the type of person who doesn't really like wasting time with things that don't have a future. Now I know 3yrs is a LONG time for things to change, and hell things might not work out between us (If things at all happened). But should I tell her how I feel or just wait awhile? If I were to tell her at some point though, I'd still want her to go follow her goal (because my number one goal is a spouse who is happy with her life/choices) and I'd have no problem with moving away, but I think she would soon feel like she pressured me into it... so... does anyone understand what I'm asking?
Oh well, things right now are "Swinging Sweet" and I'm loving it!!
Everyone remember....
Rock... Don't Roll!!
PeAcE...¥
J.R. Dubya
I broke up with that Tory chick a while back. I do finally think (well I tell myself think, but I know, for sure) that she was engaged. The funny(ier) thing is, is he broke it off as well.... with no intervention from myself. And second, I really don't even care about any of it... now let me tell you why...
I've started talking to this girl, not "relationship" wise but as a friend, and I really think I like her. Its crazy. I can look into her eyes and know what she is thinking. I feel so happy when I talk to her, and so dead and gone to heaven when I'm with her. I should be careful what I say because she might read this. I want to tell her how I feel before she reads this entry. Anyways...
OMG, its sooo CRAZY!! Like when I was sad/depressed because of the whole "Bitch" thing, I could write on here... But now I'm truly happy and I just don't have the time, because I'm SOO happy. Like I said when I'm with her I feel complete. Like a couple of days ago something came up and she had her arms wrapped around me and I said I am home. That just sounds soo crazy but what I met was, I'm comfortable. I don't like leaving her place. I don't like hanging up the phone. I just don't like it.
AHHHHHH!!!! Things are sooooooooooooooooooo GREAT. I'm happy. She says I make her happy. First she wanted to leave this town and now she met me and wants to stay. Wait... I have a question that I hope I get a few bites at...
OK, heres the deal. She is in town because she is going to college. She has like 3yrs left. The job she wants when she graduates college is WAY a ways. I'm the type of person who would sacrifice everything for a family/life I want. She is the type of person who would sacrifice everything for her career, because she wants to have everything set up and ready for when the family/children/etc comes. Me I'd rather build my career/etc with my family. Now this has already been established because we've already talked about it.
I'm also the type of person who doesn't really like wasting time with things that don't have a future. Now I know 3yrs is a LONG time for things to change, and hell things might not work out between us (If things at all happened). But should I tell her how I feel or just wait awhile? If I were to tell her at some point though, I'd still want her to go follow her goal (because my number one goal is a spouse who is happy with her life/choices) and I'd have no problem with moving away, but I think she would soon feel like she pressured me into it... so... does anyone understand what I'm asking?
Oh well, things right now are "Swinging Sweet" and I'm loving it!!
Everyone remember....
Rock... Don't Roll!!
PeAcE...¥
J.R. Dubya