Hey Hey Hey!!
Well...
I actually feel a lot better now. I know its because I actually talked to her about everything (Sadly it must have been over the phone.) But whatever. Things happen.
OK to explain why I left that last entry like that is this. She hit me (well it wasn't really a hit, because there was no force in it.. you know what girls do, anyhow) because when she said something in which I was going to reply "Good" But seconds before it was coming out of my mouth, she also said "You made it worse." Which then sounded as if I wanted things to be worse... but I'm not that mean of a person.. soooo....
Yesterday after leaving the airport. My friend Squeak (Nick) had open game to rag on me because he was at the airport with me (But just off to the side, I had no idea he was even watching the whole ordeal). But he honestly didn't. I mean he was cool and understood that me sitting off on the floor against a wall while she went away from view rubbing my little personal cross which says "The LORD as my Shepperd", that I wasn't really in the mood. That really mean't a lot to me as a friend. Seriously.
After that he was hungry. My stomach felt as if it was going to get ride of everything that I ate all my life at that very second. But I went along anyways. He wanted to go to this really bomb chinese (?) resturant like a mile away from our houses. He was eating and he bought me a Mountain Dew. The lady who rang up his order came to our table and laid two fortune cookies in front of me and walked away. I quickly told Squeak that I really hated these things because once I got one that said, "All good times are behind you" and I honestly wanted to sue like the fortune cookie makers or something. But I told him to pick one and he did. So I took out the fortune paper and folded it up so I couldn't see it until I was done eating the cookie (Tradition). I placed my 1" cross ontop of the wrapper and then opened it up and it said, "Somebody loves you for you." Which I quickly asked Squeak, "Do you love me for me?" and so I found out soon, that it was him.
He took his cookie under the table, removed it from its wrapper and folded the paper up so no one could read it and then I put my cross over it. He ate his cookie, and I looked at the cross and I told him that I can see the word "night" in the cross. He thought I was crazy, and he read it aloud. "Somebody stayed up all night thinking about you." We both had a good laugh til we started thinking, HOW THE HELL. He asked me for more insight.. which seeing a word in a fortune cookie in a cross, isn't really considered great insight. Weird though... you think it means something?
Anywho. Squeak and I wrote a song yesterday about the experience. And we named the song "Whimsey Weather" which I came up with that title like 10mins ago. It used the word "Whimsey" for "Lindsay" and "Weather" for his ex "Heather"... its classic.
Anyways... I'm tired and I'm going to go read some.
Love all.
Peace¥
J.R.Dubya
I actually feel a lot better now. I know its because I actually talked to her about everything (Sadly it must have been over the phone.) But whatever. Things happen.
OK to explain why I left that last entry like that is this. She hit me (well it wasn't really a hit, because there was no force in it.. you know what girls do, anyhow) because when she said something in which I was going to reply "Good" But seconds before it was coming out of my mouth, she also said "You made it worse." Which then sounded as if I wanted things to be worse... but I'm not that mean of a person.. soooo....
Yesterday after leaving the airport. My friend Squeak (Nick) had open game to rag on me because he was at the airport with me (But just off to the side, I had no idea he was even watching the whole ordeal). But he honestly didn't. I mean he was cool and understood that me sitting off on the floor against a wall while she went away from view rubbing my little personal cross which says "The LORD as my Shepperd", that I wasn't really in the mood. That really mean't a lot to me as a friend. Seriously.
After that he was hungry. My stomach felt as if it was going to get ride of everything that I ate all my life at that very second. But I went along anyways. He wanted to go to this really bomb chinese (?) resturant like a mile away from our houses. He was eating and he bought me a Mountain Dew. The lady who rang up his order came to our table and laid two fortune cookies in front of me and walked away. I quickly told Squeak that I really hated these things because once I got one that said, "All good times are behind you" and I honestly wanted to sue like the fortune cookie makers or something. But I told him to pick one and he did. So I took out the fortune paper and folded it up so I couldn't see it until I was done eating the cookie (Tradition). I placed my 1" cross ontop of the wrapper and then opened it up and it said, "Somebody loves you for you." Which I quickly asked Squeak, "Do you love me for me?" and so I found out soon, that it was him.
He took his cookie under the table, removed it from its wrapper and folded the paper up so no one could read it and then I put my cross over it. He ate his cookie, and I looked at the cross and I told him that I can see the word "night" in the cross. He thought I was crazy, and he read it aloud. "Somebody stayed up all night thinking about you." We both had a good laugh til we started thinking, HOW THE HELL. He asked me for more insight.. which seeing a word in a fortune cookie in a cross, isn't really considered great insight. Weird though... you think it means something?
Anywho. Squeak and I wrote a song yesterday about the experience. And we named the song "Whimsey Weather" which I came up with that title like 10mins ago. It used the word "Whimsey" for "Lindsay" and "Weather" for his ex "Heather"... its classic.
Anyways... I'm tired and I'm going to go read some.
Love all.
Peace¥
J.R.Dubya