Yup
So Yeah,
Nothing much to say. I'm kinda not happy, but really for no reason. I mean don't get me wrong, nothing has changed at all in the last couple of days. I've just been thinking that my whole out look on life could be wrong. I have always thought "Love" and "Happiness" were more important then anything else. But how can I handle "Love" when I can't even handle the things I'm feeling now, and I'm not even sure how to describe what it is.
I mean maybe I'm supposed to "lose feelings" for her. And thats supposed to be easier. But first, I can't just lose feelings though. I can't hide them because then I don't feel right, and I don't want to. But expressing them... where does that put me? Its just leaving me open to be more vunerable and easier to get hurt. I'm not used to this. I just don't know if I should follow what I want and my heart, or just give up. I'm not even worried about getting hurt, I'm worried about....
Peace...
Me
She got out of town on the railway, new york bound
Took all except my name
Another alien on broadway
Well, some things in this world you just can't change
Some things you can't see until it gets too late
Baby, baby, baby when all your love is gone
Who will save me from all I'm up against out in this world
And maybe, maybe, maybe
You'll find something that's enough to keep you
But if the bright lights don't receive you
You should turn yourself around and come on home
I got a hole in me now
I got a scar I can talk about
She keeps a picture of me in her apartment in the city
But some things in this world
Man, they don't make sense
Some things you don't leave until they leave you
And then the things that you miss, you say
Baby, baby, baby when all your love is gone
Who will save me from all I'm up against out in this world
And maybe, maybe, maybe
You'll find something that's enough to keep you
But if the bright lights don't receive you
You should turn yourself around and come on home
Let that city take you in (come on home)
Let that city spit you out (come on home)
Let that city take you down, yeah
For god sakes turn around
Baby, baby, baby when all your love is gone
Who will save me from all I'm up against out in this world
Yeah well, maybe, maybe, maybe
You'll find something that's enough to keep you
But if the bright lights dont receive you
Well, turn yourself around and come on home
Nothing much to say. I'm kinda not happy, but really for no reason. I mean don't get me wrong, nothing has changed at all in the last couple of days. I've just been thinking that my whole out look on life could be wrong. I have always thought "Love" and "Happiness" were more important then anything else. But how can I handle "Love" when I can't even handle the things I'm feeling now, and I'm not even sure how to describe what it is.
I mean maybe I'm supposed to "lose feelings" for her. And thats supposed to be easier. But first, I can't just lose feelings though. I can't hide them because then I don't feel right, and I don't want to. But expressing them... where does that put me? Its just leaving me open to be more vunerable and easier to get hurt. I'm not used to this. I just don't know if I should follow what I want and my heart, or just give up. I'm not even worried about getting hurt, I'm worried about....
Peace...
Me
She got out of town on the railway, new york bound
Took all except my name
Another alien on broadway
Well, some things in this world you just can't change
Some things you can't see until it gets too late
Baby, baby, baby when all your love is gone
Who will save me from all I'm up against out in this world
And maybe, maybe, maybe
You'll find something that's enough to keep you
But if the bright lights don't receive you
You should turn yourself around and come on home
I got a hole in me now
I got a scar I can talk about
She keeps a picture of me in her apartment in the city
But some things in this world
Man, they don't make sense
Some things you don't leave until they leave you
And then the things that you miss, you say
Baby, baby, baby when all your love is gone
Who will save me from all I'm up against out in this world
And maybe, maybe, maybe
You'll find something that's enough to keep you
But if the bright lights don't receive you
You should turn yourself around and come on home
Let that city take you in (come on home)
Let that city spit you out (come on home)
Let that city take you down, yeah
For god sakes turn around
Baby, baby, baby when all your love is gone
Who will save me from all I'm up against out in this world
Yeah well, maybe, maybe, maybe
You'll find something that's enough to keep you
But if the bright lights dont receive you
Well, turn yourself around and come on home