May 25, 2004 12:32
Hey hey every one.. well.. for the few that take the time to read my journal.. and the few I rather just mind there own business.. hehe..
Life's been going real good for me.. I sorta got what I wanted for my B-day again this year.. just had a few people still go against my wishes and wish me a happy b-day >.< yeah yeah.. I'm stupid.. I don't like my b-day.. I really haven’t in a long time.. to me, it just means I'm getting older and I don't wanna track down how many years I’ve been alive.. I rather just live life than count it.... that and I get sucky gifts... the worst ones are the ones where people think they know me.. and then end up getting me something so useless, it stays lost in my room... never to see light again..
a good example... Cologne... I"M ALERGECT!!! to most of them anyway... and my relatives know this.. I know they know this because I've told every one of them... yet.. it never fails.. Christmas.. B-day.. or just for the heck of it.. "SUPRISE!.. it's Cologne.." "Oh..... thanks..... Smells.. *cough.. cough....... Sneeze..*. Smells good.." "yeah.. I knew you love it.. " uuuuuuuhhhhhhhhggg... SAVE YOUR MONEY FOKES!!! it's just any other day.. lets treat it like that.. ok.. hehe..
Work on both ends has had me more tired than I have in my life time.. even more tired than Working on a ranch for one year and in band at the same time.. now I thought those times where hard... the work itself is ok.. nothing really hard about it.. well.. my 1st job yeah.... it's more just a lot of responsibility... The last thing I want is for a District Judge to call me asking me why someone wasn't given a court appt. lawyer..
Job number 2!! just about 6 months I've had it.. I think I got spoiled with that money.. I was suppose to use it all for bills and such.. but..... but....... it's hard ^_^; with me being out of the house all the time.. a man and his woman gadda eat!.. and have a good time! ^_^.. I'll always have my bills.. I'm down to just one credit card now.. the one with the lowest interest.. and I got my Best buy card out too.. but the good thing on that one is no interest.. so small monthly payments take care of that one ^_^. I think I'm having way to much fun with my other check though.. buying lil things.. here and there.. buying the good drinks at circle K like my MONSTERS!!! and the Starbucks lil coffee thingies.. Mmmmmm the Chocolate ones tast good!!!... aw well.. I'm doing fine right now.. tired.. lack of sleep from time to time.. but it's all in good fun.... I think I'm having way to much fun at work too..
I like being looked up on.. like.. the people at my 2nd job look up to me.. they ask for my advice.. they come to me for help.. we talk.. and have a good time... I think I've stayed there longer than I have to more because my girlfriend works there now.. she has been for a while.. I love working with her.. even if we don't get to talk and sit close to each other.. knowing she's close by sets my mind at ease a lil.. and it's a nice feeling knowing the girl you love is just a few feet from ya ^_^
I think if it wasn't for her or the new friends I've meet there.. I wouldn't be working there any more and catching up on some much needed sleep ^_^'
it's ok though.. the money's very good.. the friends are good.. the girlfriend is great.. and I've been working hard all my life.. nothing to really complain about..
on a side note... GAS FREAKIN SUX UP THE ASS.. 1.90!!!! Freakin' Crap dude!!! bad time to have a Mustang hu... lol.. as soon as Cyndi gets her car repaired.. I think I'll be using the lil green Machine again.. (my aspire.. 37 MPG!! BABY!!) not like 25 or so with the mustang.... VERY good thing I got a 6 and not an 8 cylinder.... Uuuuhhgg...
any one seen Shrek II yet... now that movie ROCKED.. kinda felt sorry for shrek though.. I think I get to into the movies sometimes.. and put myself in the characters place.. Makes me wonder what I would do in that same position.. so the question is.. if you loved someone so much.. could you let them go if you knew they would be happier with someone else..... it's hard to let go of someone you love.. but then again.. if they're willing to let you go so they can be happy with someone else.... I guess they didn't really love you in the 1st place and you're better off anyway.. Over all.. I give Shrek II two thumbs.. and a toe up.. can't get any better than that.. you know the movie must be good if I'm willing to take the effort to take my shoe off and give it a toe too... hehe.. For those of you who haven’t seen the movie.. go see it.. for those who have seen it.. well.. don't spoil it for everyone else by telling them what happens..