Life is good
it's been a long while since I wrote something in here.. to be honest.. I just havn't had time.. I've been busy every day havnin' fun and or workin' my butt off.. I like the days where there's nothing but fun.... and boy have I been havin' fun.. going out doin' things I never thought I would be doin'... and havin' the time of my life doin' it..
I have had to do some extra work.. I gadda now.. have a car payment I have to take care of.. not to mention insurance.. but hey.. I think it's worth it... I love my new car.. it's not exactly the car of my dreams.. but is very close to it.. I've always wanted a Ford Mustang.. and on June 10.. I got it.. a 2003 mustang. nothing super fancy.. I didn't want an 8 cylinder.. I gues because I'm really cheap when it comes to gas. and with today's gas prices.. ya gadda... it's a white Mustang with a hood scoop and pony decals on the side.. it even came with it's kick ass system... suprised me that they had a Mp3 player in it.. i thought that was kick ass. I've already put on a lil over 2000 miles on it.. I love drivin' it.. it's so smoth.... not to mention that I finaly have a car with A/C God.. it feels so good to have Ice cold air hit me when I'm out for a drive on a hot day. even thought it has a nice system in it already.. I still want to install my old Amp and subs in it.. I love the feelin' of my whole body shackin'... it's so relaxing after a hard days work...
talking about work... My assistans are kick ass.. sure they're both Coyboys.. but i won't hold that against them.. they do there jobs well.. so well.. we have time to have fun during the day... I never did like workin' there all that much.. but I don't care.. the pay is great... the days off are great... I like the people I work with.. almost all the people there like me.. I get along great with all the guards there.. I guess I have my parents to thank for that.. they're good people.. so the guards that don't know me alraedy know I'm a good person..
Wow.. it's amazing how good my life is going now.. I can say I'm truly happy again.. I havn't been depressed in a long time... Life is good.. I never thought I'd be here 9 months ago.. I guess maybe around the end of may.. I finaly relized why I was depreesed so much before.. I always thought it was my sickness... or my financial troube.. it was the person I was with.. love is truly blind.. I was so inlove with her that I didn't care if I was going to be depressed the rest of my life with her.. I ignored the fact that it was her that was makin' me depressed... and now that I'm aware of that now... I can finaly let go... once I did... I had a new outlook in life.. everything is going so well, that I don't know what else would make it better..
well.. yeah.. maybe I do know what would make it better.. someone I can share my life with.. someone I like to hang around with. someone that won't blame me for something I never did..
so here I am at Hugo's and Liza's house.. I'm usualy here on my free time. we drink sometimes. hit the clubs from time to time.. go out and play DDR.. but we havn't done that in a while... but what ever we do.. we have fun... hugo has been my best friend for a long time now.. and I'm proud to say that Liza has become another best friend.. she has been there for me when I needed her.. and she was there with me threw this whole thing.. she's a great gal.. and hugo is a lucky man to have a gal like that.
my family says I'm still young.. and that there's still time for me to have a family of my own... I don't know about that.. but then again.. who really knows what our future will bring... I notcied that my life started to become better when I stopped fighting to try to get what I wanted.. and insted... inbraced any opertunity that came by me.. even if I didn't want to do something.. I did it.. and it opened up many new doors for me.. I guess sometimes.. you have do to something you don't want to do... to get what you want in the end.. I never thought I would have a kick ass laptop.. I thought it would be years before I got a new vido Game Console... I thought it would have been even longer for me to get a car I've always wanted... but I was patient... and I let the opertunities come to me... I got a kick ass deal on my car.. the laptop.. and on my x-box.. Life is good...
I don't know how often I'll be writing in here... I'm usualy doin' something else.. but like alwasy... I'm gonna try and keep this up.. it's always helped me shed some thoughts I've had.. let go of some emotions I normaly wouldn't be able to talk about... but over all... I like it..
a qote that's been stuck in my head for a while..
"Leverage says you.... a change in the wind says I........ I'll just about do it..."
Life is good.......
I have had to do some extra work.. I gadda now.. have a car payment I have to take care of.. not to mention insurance.. but hey.. I think it's worth it... I love my new car.. it's not exactly the car of my dreams.. but is very close to it.. I've always wanted a Ford Mustang.. and on June 10.. I got it.. a 2003 mustang. nothing super fancy.. I didn't want an 8 cylinder.. I gues because I'm really cheap when it comes to gas. and with today's gas prices.. ya gadda... it's a white Mustang with a hood scoop and pony decals on the side.. it even came with it's kick ass system... suprised me that they had a Mp3 player in it.. i thought that was kick ass. I've already put on a lil over 2000 miles on it.. I love drivin' it.. it's so smoth.... not to mention that I finaly have a car with A/C God.. it feels so good to have Ice cold air hit me when I'm out for a drive on a hot day. even thought it has a nice system in it already.. I still want to install my old Amp and subs in it.. I love the feelin' of my whole body shackin'... it's so relaxing after a hard days work...
talking about work... My assistans are kick ass.. sure they're both Coyboys.. but i won't hold that against them.. they do there jobs well.. so well.. we have time to have fun during the day... I never did like workin' there all that much.. but I don't care.. the pay is great... the days off are great... I like the people I work with.. almost all the people there like me.. I get along great with all the guards there.. I guess I have my parents to thank for that.. they're good people.. so the guards that don't know me alraedy know I'm a good person..
Wow.. it's amazing how good my life is going now.. I can say I'm truly happy again.. I havn't been depressed in a long time... Life is good.. I never thought I'd be here 9 months ago.. I guess maybe around the end of may.. I finaly relized why I was depreesed so much before.. I always thought it was my sickness... or my financial troube.. it was the person I was with.. love is truly blind.. I was so inlove with her that I didn't care if I was going to be depressed the rest of my life with her.. I ignored the fact that it was her that was makin' me depressed... and now that I'm aware of that now... I can finaly let go... once I did... I had a new outlook in life.. everything is going so well, that I don't know what else would make it better..
well.. yeah.. maybe I do know what would make it better.. someone I can share my life with.. someone I like to hang around with. someone that won't blame me for something I never did..
so here I am at Hugo's and Liza's house.. I'm usualy here on my free time. we drink sometimes. hit the clubs from time to time.. go out and play DDR.. but we havn't done that in a while... but what ever we do.. we have fun... hugo has been my best friend for a long time now.. and I'm proud to say that Liza has become another best friend.. she has been there for me when I needed her.. and she was there with me threw this whole thing.. she's a great gal.. and hugo is a lucky man to have a gal like that.
my family says I'm still young.. and that there's still time for me to have a family of my own... I don't know about that.. but then again.. who really knows what our future will bring... I notcied that my life started to become better when I stopped fighting to try to get what I wanted.. and insted... inbraced any opertunity that came by me.. even if I didn't want to do something.. I did it.. and it opened up many new doors for me.. I guess sometimes.. you have do to something you don't want to do... to get what you want in the end.. I never thought I would have a kick ass laptop.. I thought it would be years before I got a new vido Game Console... I thought it would have been even longer for me to get a car I've always wanted... but I was patient... and I let the opertunities come to me... I got a kick ass deal on my car.. the laptop.. and on my x-box.. Life is good...
I don't know how often I'll be writing in here... I'm usualy doin' something else.. but like alwasy... I'm gonna try and keep this up.. it's always helped me shed some thoughts I've had.. let go of some emotions I normaly wouldn't be able to talk about... but over all... I like it..
a qote that's been stuck in my head for a while..
"Leverage says you.... a change in the wind says I........ I'll just about do it..."
Life is good.......