Nothing (or at least Very Little) Is Right today.
I've been enjoying being back in the school thing. I really have. People. Things to do. Ideas to try. But today was just not a good day. I can't think of how to do some really simple things and this is very discouraging. I don't know if I can really afford to go home tomorrow but I need to to help my family w/ this stupid party. Which usually is a lot of fun but I'm not looking forward to right now. It just takes up a whole day and no one my age will be there. I'll put in an appearance w/ the fam, but I'm going to disappear tomorrow night, perhaps early unless something unexpected happens. I feel terrible that I don't want to go home -- but I don't, not really. I just have so much school work and textbooks that I need to read in order to understand properly. Anyway, I'm not in the mood to write and I can't say what I want to say b/c I don't have the right words. Anyway, this is one fairly gloomy Jackie signing out.