Spiritual Awakening

[jrccrazyman]

Well, it's been a while since I've posted...lots has happened, and lots has been undone, but it's fine. I am not feeling sorry for myself, and am not depressed at all. All I'm feeling is glad..glad to be in the grace of God. I know some of you dont want to hear Christian preaching, but pleas just read this through..I'm not preaching, but telling you how my life has been affected by God (whether or not you believe in God). I've taken the next step in my religion. I'll give up what keeps me from my God and stand in his grace, and let him strip me of anything and everyhting I do not need. Instead of just sitting back and watching people damn themselves, I will try to show them the way to salvation. I will stop acting on impulse, and do what a true Christian should. My faith has been reawakened, and there are a few people I that for that. What most people whould call a bad string of events, has strengthened my faith, and brought about the end to my need for physicall wants. I find it strange how things that should cause one pain, can strengthen one's faith in one's god. I feel no pain from the recent event that people still ask if I'm ok from, therefore, no one should feel sorry for me, or mourn my loss...I dont see it as a loss though, because I still have a friend..a best friend. I will always be there for you, and dont think you ruined my life, because, if anything, you saved it. If anyone has anything they need solved, or if anyone needs help with their spirituallity, you can come to me. Even if I am not of your religion, or of the same beliefs, I will still help you with YOUR beliefs, and not try to convert you to mine. I care about all of you, and want you to know that you have a purpose in life, and I want you to know that there is always someone who loves you..even if you cannot see Him.

With love,
~_* Tidus *_~
~_^Shigure^_~