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Sometimes I find that there is something I need or that I want that is missing and I don't know what it is and sometimes im not sure if im doing everything right in my life. This growing up situation is different...or maybe I am just impatient and I don't want everything that's coming to me in life, maybe I just want it now. I just have so much racing through my head and sometimes I try to be to much of a perfectionist, although it may not come off that way, I worry about everything. There are days I wish that I could be like one of those people who seem to not have a care in the world, at least they aren't going to have strokes and heart attacks haha. It feels weird saying all this because im not sure who will read it, or if I really want anyone to...Whatever though...Im so happy for the friends I have and I really want to thank you all for being there I don't know what id do with out some of you..I guess id just be pretty crappy. And I want to thank you Kate..I think you read this im not sure, for you being there also I love you and I don't care if any body knows or what they think. Im very grateful for you, I hope this is something that lasts a lifetime, I dont know if you have any idea how much you've helped me. I dont know if all this makes sense..It does in my head and thats all that matters to me so..I think this is my longest entry ever..thats all I have to say for now..peace
2 days! :)
2 days! :)