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+ the "FUCK" post has nothing to do with this entry. just coincidence. +
why cant people just be honest with one another. seriously im a big boy now. im all grown up and everything. really. i know this may be hard to comprehend but honesty is a virtue that some people just dont fucking have. i can handle bad news. i can handle rejection. hell i can even handle deaths, considering ive been through more than almost all of you put together. its easier to move ahead and get on with life if people arent afraid to just say what they think and feel. i dont need games. no one deserves to have themselves played with. and false hope is all iv been living on my life and quite frankly im fucking sick of it. its like people dont think i can deal with shit. if you have something to say to me regarding something then just SAY IT. you know those toys that little kids have where theres like a duck or a firetruck or something on a string and the kids drag it along behind them. well thats how i feel sometimes. like im just being dragged along by people. and like that toy they will eventually out grow me. and just leave my to be put away with their old useless toys. i know this is me bitching and i said i wouldnt but there are some things that need to be said. maybe the person/people dontt realize they are doing this and may think themselves innocent. i do not blame them for this. alot of very decent good people do this to other decent good people. alright thats it. im out. alcohol and sleep are my friends tonight.
bye
why cant people just be honest with one another. seriously im a big boy now. im all grown up and everything. really. i know this may be hard to comprehend but honesty is a virtue that some people just dont fucking have. i can handle bad news. i can handle rejection. hell i can even handle deaths, considering ive been through more than almost all of you put together. its easier to move ahead and get on with life if people arent afraid to just say what they think and feel. i dont need games. no one deserves to have themselves played with. and false hope is all iv been living on my life and quite frankly im fucking sick of it. its like people dont think i can deal with shit. if you have something to say to me regarding something then just SAY IT. you know those toys that little kids have where theres like a duck or a firetruck or something on a string and the kids drag it along behind them. well thats how i feel sometimes. like im just being dragged along by people. and like that toy they will eventually out grow me. and just leave my to be put away with their old useless toys. i know this is me bitching and i said i wouldnt but there are some things that need to be said. maybe the person/people dontt realize they are doing this and may think themselves innocent. i do not blame them for this. alot of very decent good people do this to other decent good people. alright thats it. im out. alcohol and sleep are my friends tonight.
bye