sometimes the heart keeps breaking
5:00 am. I was stupid enough to accept an im from jennifer about a half hour ago. How is it that someone you know isnt good for you can manage to break your heart again. She was saying she didnt know how to quit me. She says she still loves me. then tells me she doesnt know if the guy shes dating likes her. She told me all the things they did together (non sexual). God it hurts. I feel dizzy and nauseus. I dont want her. So why does it hurt? why does it hurt so goddam much? I could almost attribut it to loneliness, but im dating a wonderful girl who doesnt leave me wanting for anything else. so why, dear reader, does it hurt?