(no subject)
I cried during my workout today! Haha.
I was running, and when I run and I start to get tired I imagine something to run towards. Sometimes, one billion dollars. Sometimes, free camping gear. Or "If I just reach the finish line so-and-so won't be sick anymore."
It is always changing.
Today what I ran for was honest and full enlightenment. Serenity. Peace within. Whatever you want to call it.
The realization of how badly I want this, and also how vital it is to life, made me burst into tears.
And then my face turned a nice shade of burgundy. Hot.
I was running, and when I run and I start to get tired I imagine something to run towards. Sometimes, one billion dollars. Sometimes, free camping gear. Or "If I just reach the finish line so-and-so won't be sick anymore."
It is always changing.
Today what I ran for was honest and full enlightenment. Serenity. Peace within. Whatever you want to call it.
The realization of how badly I want this, and also how vital it is to life, made me burst into tears.
And then my face turned a nice shade of burgundy. Hot.