Sep 01, 2008 08:20
When you start to fall apart, I do as well.
I have become so bitter. I think that is what happens when people treat you like shit, except I am not bitter toward the people that I should be bitter toward.
I am going to try to move toward a friendship, despite everyone discouraging me from doing so. I want to do want I want to do, and I want to be her friend, so I am doing it. I want to just do it and not worry about my moves being analyzed, by her and by everyone else. I promise you that I do not operate with malicious intent, I am just a kid trying to mend fences. Don't look past that, because it is nothing more.
And lastly, I want to surround myself with good friends and rich ethnic foods and comforting blankets.
my life is mostly easy