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Well I'm finally getting tired but I'm not going to sleep yet. Yeah I know the sun will be rising in a couple of hours, and yes this is my usual bedtime (or the time I wake up, at least for a while). I have sleeping issues. I don't do it very often. I also have only one entry but I decided to start using it. It will keep me busy. I'm a geek sometimes & the computer is my friend(since I moved up here). I've smoked entirely too many cigarettes today & had too much caffiene. This is normal for me. I did get a nap though. I didn't mean to fall asleep & I don't even remember what I was doing when I did, but I woke up with a pen. God knows why. I keep a writing materials next to my bed at all times because I am constantly writiing things. I have come to the conclusion that I must finally go through all these random papers and file them. The problem is that I don't know where to start. How do you file thoughts? I have random pieces of unfinished poems,little quotes & design ideas (etc...). It is going to take me forever to get this done, but I suppose it will be worth it. Not only will I be getting rid of all the boxes that I've been too lazy to unpack (I just don't want to cause that would make this final), but maybe I'll be able to finish some of the things I've started. I'm thinking of just putting everything on disks and my computer. Perhaps make some cool things to put up on my walls since they are just a very boring white. I need to print all the pictures I have (ok not all) so I can look at them in my room. I miss people and at least I can be reminded of them with pictures. Btw, I need lots of people from the grove cause I only have a few. So next time I come down be prepared. I don't care if you don't want your pictures taken, I'm doin it anyways. Lol. Um lets see...I am enrolled in a correspondent course at an interior design school. This makes me happy. I really like designing things for people. I come up wit some pretty wierd things though because I get bored easily and I don't like everyone having the same things. I canceled my bday party cause of a bunch of bullshit but I will save and do one in a hotel or something. My mom asked why I didn't just do it here. That made me laugh real hard. Yeah, have a party 3 hrs away from where everyone lives. She's so blonde sometimes. I really miss everyone. I'm especially missing Brendan,Becca & Holly. Bren came to visit me on the 17th. It was so sweet cause he was supposed to be at school and I didn't know he was coming at all. He showed up in his uniform(including a hat) and it was hot. I didn't know who he was at first(ok it was dark and i'm blind!) though and my dog tried attacking him. It was a good weekend. I haven't really been up to much cause I live so far from my friends and there really isn't much to do up here. I've just been with bridgette. She is learning to talk more and she is finally showing interest in all her toys. I've been checkin out courses that i can do from home so I can still be here with her most of the time. I don't know where to start with those either because I have so many interests. I hated being in school but now I miss it. Actually I just miss the learning part since highschool was fuckin retarded with all the sluts and drama. I think I'm leaning more towards business type things and writing (aside from the interior design thing). I'm really not sure what I want to do but I'll start with designing and go from there...I'm finally goin to go to bed now though since I don't know what else to write. XoXo xXx *RaBBiT*