Justin unlocked the front door to his house, it was a nice house but not too nice since Justin wasn't too fond of overflowing wealth; he slipped off his pennyloafers at the door as Greg let himself and Cash in. By the time Greg closed the door, Justin was in the kitchen, rummaging through the refridgerator for something to cook the both of them
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"Should I keep him on leash?" Blue eyes flickered down to Cash.
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The label on the wine said '1999 Woodward Canyon | Merlot', which meant it had that lovely crisp taste to it that Justin loved; he was an avid wine taster and had a large collection of old and vintage wines.
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He hung his cane off the end of the counter, then bent at the waist to let Cash off the leash.
"I had an infarction in my leg. A blood clot. Doctors had to remove some of the muscle and tissue in my thigh." He's pleasantly surprised Justin hasn't asked about his leg. He hasn't even looked at House with the look he's used to from so many. Justin had over looked his handicap, treated him like any other person. And now was letting an eight week old puppy run free around his home.
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"That sounds pretty painful. I've been around thousands of AIDs and HIV victims, all of them in pain everyday of their lives, I know what pain is even if it's only emotional." he pours them both a glass of wine, "Cheers." a smile at Greg.
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"Before I came to Fandom, I worked at a hospital. Infectious Diseases. Some of the worst pain is not physical." He met Justin's eyes with a gentle nod of understanding.
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"I know emotional pain too well, I suppose. My wife, Tessa, was murdered a few months back after the death of our son, Garth. Worst feeling in my life then, let me tell you but Fandom is making it easier to get past it all." he looked into Greg's eyes with a look of slight pain, it was good to have someone to relate to.
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"They wanted to amputate. I wanted to ride it out. I knew the risks. I knew it could kill me, probably would kill me. My girlfriend went behind my back and authorised a debridement. That's the surgery that removed the dead tissue. Betrayal like that, you don't just get over." He held Justin's gaze, the weight of understanding passing between them.
House knew losing a wife and son was more traumatic than his leg, and he used his eyes to communicate that to Justin.
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His bottom lip twitched a bit as he tried not to cry, "Tessa was out against the biggest drug companies in Africa. The Three Bee's, those bloody bastards, are the ones responsible for her murder and they're out for me now."
A pause and a deep breath before he started again, "I knew the risks of trying to finish Tessa's job, it only took one hard beating, broken ribs and all, from three of Moi's men to send me running again. I've learned my lesson, I'm weaker than Tessa." in a small movement, Justin layed his head against Greg's chest.
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He's never felt such comfort, not even when people gave him the most sympathetic looks and hugs at Tessa's funeral, not even the money that the British High Commission gave him could give him solice; he was oddly comfortable just standing in the middle of his kitchen with his arms wrapped around another man.
It just felt..right.
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For so long he'd drifted through life never caring what people thought of him. He'd cared about one man's opinion, and now that the cycle had been broken, he was able to see just how lonely he'd been.
"There's room for me with Mark. With you I was always alone." It was the same With Wilson. He wouldn't make the same mistakes again.
"Shall we sit?" House suggested, drawing Justin out of the kitchen and into the living room.
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"I hope you like salad, as well as chicken. If you're a vegetarian, I'll opt to make something else." he smiled, trying his best to remain stable and play host at the same time. It was harder than it looked, especially after what had happened, he was always this emotional, he couldn't help it.
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He was getting used to feeling comfortable with other people. Not many, though like Geoff, his instant affinity for Justin felt strange and wonderful all at the same time.
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Justin smiles, he's glad that Greg decided to come over, his happiness seemed to be at the top of the world right now.
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