run come save me

Aug 14, 2006 17:31

It has been a while I know. Things have been in sort of an amber of depression. I went to Denver for a couple of weeks for work which was interesting. Found out I might be able to go to China to work the setup for or the actual Olympics. Unfortunately it was in Denver that I realized my leg was getting worse and has progressed to getting worse quickly. It is mainly my knee that causes me pain. It feels like something is trying to poke it out from behind the knee cap and won't allow me to put hardly any wieght at all on it. I was suppose to see the doctor this thursday but of course there was a last minute catastrophe
at Monster Park and the 49ers season opener with the whole new wireless network was the next night so I had to reschedule the doctors appointment with the promise of free tickets to a football to this thursday. I am really worried they are going to have to open me up again and remove the steel rod in my femur then bore out the hole to remove any bacteria that migh be left from the steel rod. Something must be done though
it is seriously affecting my job our boss is talking about pulling off on site support for the 49ers games because I won't be strong to walk around to all the gates. I lied and told him I could make it but he is right. After walking aroun the stadium just once for the opener I was in so much pain I sat at one gate the rest of the night on a chair. I don't go out after work as my leg is just too painfull. My mobility is less than it was probably as much as 4 months ago.

Other than that I am absolutely miserable. I took a day off work in a few weeks so I could do a market survey on social issues that will pay $225 for 11 hours and they provide breakfast and lunch. I took a day
off work so I could work somehwere else.

I never get the chance to see any one other than the folks I work with. The rare times I have the time and the energy or just the pain has subsided enough everyone is busy or they disapear then when I am bed bound the phone rings.

Quitting time, I can make home in time to make some dinner and coffee before having to go work at DG. I wont wait so long next time
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