May 17, 2006 09:41
went to the doctor he was absolutely no help at all not even looking at my leg but instead giving
me phone mubers of a pain management clinic and an ortho doc. Went for a stroll along the waterfront
with a nice girl after wards had some seafood from those outdoor vendors along pier 40. Woke up at 4AM
and proceeded to vomit for about an hour. terrible uncontrollable heaving which hopefully I can attribute to
some bad shrimp rather than the current issue of running out of the bupe. The stuff is much harder to get out of my system than I had previously imagined. I want to stop taking it and maybe try to find another way to deal with the pain but I need to get my sript refilled so I can slowly taper off.
not really sure what to make of the realization that I have a crush on someone that I so totally should not even entertain such ideas but it is nice after feeling nothing for so long to feel somewhat interested in another person.