it's been a while
It's been a while since I have posted. Mostly because nothing really is happening. I missed Vegas which sucks which in turn has me missing SF. I can still barely walk a few blocks with a cane but definitely improving.
I finally got a prescription for Buprenorhpine which has been managing the pain pretty well. I am depressed
because it seems like forever that I have been waiting for my life to start again.
I also just found out Shannon my old coworker from Ticketbastard quit and the position has come open. I found out from friends not from Fredy which worries me. Word on the street is they are worried about my mobility. I sent Fredy an email telling him how much i wanted my old job back I explained I was not yet %100 but I should be in a few months and that I was finally mobile enough in my opinion to go back to work which is exaggerated
but I could fake it. I don't want to lose this opportunity. I am sad it is happening now I would have liked a few more months to heal and maybe even get well enough to enjoy some time off work.
But I have been feeling like something is missing which usually happens when I am not employed. I have to call Fredy this morning to discuss the possibility of me returning to work. I have this horrible feeling they wont want to hire me. That will make me really truly sad I loved that job it was the best job I have ever had and brought me a lot of happiness. So cross your fingers. If things go well I could be moving back to SF within a few weeks.
Maybe it's what I need to get motivated again to get active and plow through this depression. I will miss living with Rick he has been such a tremendous help both physically and mentally. I like seeing all my old friends although I think Seattle is not the place for me having this time here has made me appreciate my life in SF.
If this Ticketmaster thing doesn't work out I am not sure what I am going to do. Either way I want to come back to SF in a few weeks to see everyone. I want to spend a few days just hanging out with purple_b just to catch up. I want to spend a few afternoons at brainwash chatting with whoever stops by. I want Nabil to make me a special crepe. I would love to spend my monday nights back at deathguild having Dave throw jellybeans at me. I want my life back
I finally got a prescription for Buprenorhpine which has been managing the pain pretty well. I am depressed
because it seems like forever that I have been waiting for my life to start again.
I also just found out Shannon my old coworker from Ticketbastard quit and the position has come open. I found out from friends not from Fredy which worries me. Word on the street is they are worried about my mobility. I sent Fredy an email telling him how much i wanted my old job back I explained I was not yet %100 but I should be in a few months and that I was finally mobile enough in my opinion to go back to work which is exaggerated
but I could fake it. I don't want to lose this opportunity. I am sad it is happening now I would have liked a few more months to heal and maybe even get well enough to enjoy some time off work.
But I have been feeling like something is missing which usually happens when I am not employed. I have to call Fredy this morning to discuss the possibility of me returning to work. I have this horrible feeling they wont want to hire me. That will make me really truly sad I loved that job it was the best job I have ever had and brought me a lot of happiness. So cross your fingers. If things go well I could be moving back to SF within a few weeks.
Maybe it's what I need to get motivated again to get active and plow through this depression. I will miss living with Rick he has been such a tremendous help both physically and mentally. I like seeing all my old friends although I think Seattle is not the place for me having this time here has made me appreciate my life in SF.
If this Ticketmaster thing doesn't work out I am not sure what I am going to do. Either way I want to come back to SF in a few weeks to see everyone. I want to spend a few days just hanging out with purple_b just to catch up. I want to spend a few afternoons at brainwash chatting with whoever stops by. I want Nabil to make me a special crepe. I would love to spend my monday nights back at deathguild having Dave throw jellybeans at me. I want my life back