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It has been too long since my last post...
I've been busy packing, moving and living life.
Today is an interesting day.
Realizing how I've changed over the months. How my mind deals with things differently now.
I hate seeing Cal hurt. I hate making him cry.
I hate not having that "connection", that "feeling" yet.
I hate how Dina and Jimmy think that "I need them".
I am growing....I am learning...I am forever changing...
I want to be true to myself. I want to be honest with myself.
I want to be a good person. A good daughter. A good friend. A good student. A "good girl".
I've been busy packing, moving and living life.
Today is an interesting day.
Realizing how I've changed over the months. How my mind deals with things differently now.
I hate seeing Cal hurt. I hate making him cry.
I hate not having that "connection", that "feeling" yet.
I hate how Dina and Jimmy think that "I need them".
I am growing....I am learning...I am forever changing...
I want to be true to myself. I want to be honest with myself.
I want to be a good person. A good daughter. A good friend. A good student. A "good girl".