Stuck in a moment
Ahhhh it has been oh so long.
Have been really busy lately, volleyball started and that's were I spend a lot of my time. But i love it. School's good, I love school. Christmas and my birthday are coming very soon! I may be going to Italy over mid-winter break? My brother is moving there in January. I finally get his car. I have been hanging out with Sarah and Kim a lot lately. I love them, we had a good time last night haha. Sarah and Rick are so cute together, I'm so jealous. I really miss magda, she works her life away and because of volleyball somehow we never have free time at the same time. That's about it.
It really sucks when someone has the wrong impression of you. I am the type of person that tries to fix everything and make it go back to the way it was. But with the 2 relationships that have been ruined this year, I have figured out that I can't do it alone. I have tried to make mends with a friend who has hurt me beyond belief, why I don't know. And with the other relationship, well if you want to base your opinoin of me off of something so stupid, I'm not sure I would want to be with you then. I realized I fucked up, I think about ti everyday. But I can't go back in time, believe me if I could I would.
merrrrr ir wasn't suppose to be like that >: 0