been a long time...
been a long lonely, lonely, lonely, lonely, lonely time...
(note: please dont be anal and bitch at me if i didnt get the number of lonelies right)
so the fam went home today. dropped em at the plane station and got myself home in the rain. it feels like a rainy day. i dont want to go back out, but i have stuff to get done. it was mostly a good trip. i feel bad for my dad. hes always in so much pain and theres apparently no way to fix it. it was good to see him though. good to be able to show them that i havent just been one big ball of failure here on the east coast. saturday was bunches of fun. it was good to have a little alone time. yesterday was good aside from my dad feeling increasingly worse. cat and i officially have our lease signed. didnt realize this weekend was the sunday out festival. the fam got to see a bit more of where i used to live than i think they imagined existed. of course that led to an interrogation and im not sure theres any possibility of a doubt in my grandmothers mind about my sexuality. i dont have patience for the games anymore. this morning was nice. my dad and i went for a walk. i miss being able to just hang out with him. everytime we've gone anywhere in the past few years shes gone with us. its good to be able to talk to him and not worry about anyone else. june.
today ive got film to drop/pick up and more packing. work longer days wed-friday, first friday, moving saturday...weee! what a week this shall be! i wish my sinuses would cooperate...
have a good monday all...
(note: please dont be anal and bitch at me if i didnt get the number of lonelies right)
so the fam went home today. dropped em at the plane station and got myself home in the rain. it feels like a rainy day. i dont want to go back out, but i have stuff to get done. it was mostly a good trip. i feel bad for my dad. hes always in so much pain and theres apparently no way to fix it. it was good to see him though. good to be able to show them that i havent just been one big ball of failure here on the east coast. saturday was bunches of fun. it was good to have a little alone time. yesterday was good aside from my dad feeling increasingly worse. cat and i officially have our lease signed. didnt realize this weekend was the sunday out festival. the fam got to see a bit more of where i used to live than i think they imagined existed. of course that led to an interrogation and im not sure theres any possibility of a doubt in my grandmothers mind about my sexuality. i dont have patience for the games anymore. this morning was nice. my dad and i went for a walk. i miss being able to just hang out with him. everytime we've gone anywhere in the past few years shes gone with us. its good to be able to talk to him and not worry about anyone else. june.
today ive got film to drop/pick up and more packing. work longer days wed-friday, first friday, moving saturday...weee! what a week this shall be! i wish my sinuses would cooperate...
have a good monday all...