So, I decided I'll write in this again
It's been awhile since ive written, but i figure i can start up again, with the start of summer being here again.
Im very ambivalent about this summer. I honestly dont think I want to play basketball anymore. I dread the thought of it. But i know Ill miss it if i quit. and ill just get even more lazy so if i do decided i want to play school ball i will be so freakin out of shape. But its not something im supposed to dread. Im supposed to love it, love playing. Its supposed to be fun. But its not anymore. I just have to get over it, I know i wont quit.
I really hope this summer is good. I had it all planned out in my head how i wanted things to work out. Well, theyre already ruined. But maybe thats a good thing. Jerk.
I wanna go to the beach. But with basketball during the week and work on the weekends I dont think ill have time. I wanna go to Cedar Point too.
I had so much fun yesterday, i love hanging out w/my friends. I hope thatll happen a lot this summer. Even though im super burnt, and was so tired i slept right through Regis and Kelly that i wanted to watch, it was well worth it.
I came to the realization last night that i dont have enough close friends. Sure i have people i call "friends" but seriously tuttles the only one who i can call up and hang out w/, or vice versa. I really wish that could change, I hate feeling lonely.
Ah, wnough for now...
<3
Im very ambivalent about this summer. I honestly dont think I want to play basketball anymore. I dread the thought of it. But i know Ill miss it if i quit. and ill just get even more lazy so if i do decided i want to play school ball i will be so freakin out of shape. But its not something im supposed to dread. Im supposed to love it, love playing. Its supposed to be fun. But its not anymore. I just have to get over it, I know i wont quit.
I really hope this summer is good. I had it all planned out in my head how i wanted things to work out. Well, theyre already ruined. But maybe thats a good thing. Jerk.
I wanna go to the beach. But with basketball during the week and work on the weekends I dont think ill have time. I wanna go to Cedar Point too.
I had so much fun yesterday, i love hanging out w/my friends. I hope thatll happen a lot this summer. Even though im super burnt, and was so tired i slept right through Regis and Kelly that i wanted to watch, it was well worth it.
I came to the realization last night that i dont have enough close friends. Sure i have people i call "friends" but seriously tuttles the only one who i can call up and hang out w/, or vice versa. I really wish that could change, I hate feeling lonely.
Ah, wnough for now...
<3