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so i was thinkin, does anyone know how hard it is not to do drugs? that thing about pot being the gateway drug is incredibly true. like hardcore factual. it would be so much easier for me to give my life away to drugs. it would be such a release, such a load off of my shoulders. i honestly think about this all the time. i mean why not? everyone already thinks im a pothead who isnt going to make anything out of his life. and yeah yeah i've heard all that 'prove them wrong' bullshit but honestly, what for? honestly, life is going to end anyway, why not have a good fucking time? nobody can honestly say that drugs arent a good fucking time. iuno, this isnt me saying im going to do coke or anything. its just something i think about alot. i just play scenarios in my head where doing a harder drug with someone would be such a bonding, enlightening experience. then theres the ever prevalent crackwhore scenario where i could find a girl and abuse numerous substances with her. who says those are shitty lifestyles?
just a thought.
just a thought.