You know what's fun? Zero confidence.
So last night I was talking to my dear,dear friend Joe and I totally realized that I have absolutely zero self-esteem at all. Actually I think I had seen it before, but last night it hit me. And I guess it was the first time time that I'd ever talked to someone about it and known that they were listening to what I was saying (or rather reading it, as we were talking over Yahoo! messenger) I mean I have this insane lack of self esteem and I think I might have even less confidence (and that, my friends, is a redundancy). It's crazy. I'm not going into specifics, but I don't like it. And you what else is just fun? Being sad and/or depressed and not wanting to tell anyone because you're afarid that you'll just drive them crazy because they've all heard it before... over and over again. Well, I'm gonna go, after my second depressed rant in two days. Muchos love.