I hurt.
I swear in the last year and a half or so all anyone has ever heard from me is my damned boy trouble. I just asked out a guy that i've had a crush on for about 6-7 months and he told me he was "too busy right now" because he graduates in 6 weeks. If that's not the chicken-shittest answer.... right now I feel like hating anyone who hasn't felt any rejection in the past year and a half or so. Let's see in that time, I have been broken up with, told no by my best friend, and told no to by a guy that I've hardly said anything to in my life. I've played the sides of the spectrum, and nothing is working. Guys my own age, guys, older, best friend, total stranger, none of them seem to like me. And I haven't even gotten a chance to see if I've learned from my past mistakes with my last boyfriend. Who I might add broke up with me in January...........OF 2006! I'm so tired of guys and hurting and pain for the whole human race in general. But I am especially tired of rejection from guys that no one else likes. I mean I don't even go for popular guys because they're all jerks. I go for the ones that are like bottom of the barrel material. The kind of guy that no one really knows. But even they, who really don't seem like they should be getting a girlfriend because they're huge geeks, don't even like me. Oh fucking well. I'm gonna go.
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