the show goes on without you
I had a generally bad day yesterday. Though good came out of it, it was still pretty bad.
A note for people concerned in this matter:
I never said that I was dead set on the whole Toronto trip. You may like to think you didn't hear me say that it wasn't for sure, but I did. There was no way that it was going to happen. I have no regret saying that I'd drop out, because I'm not going to break a promise that I made before. Its not just for a hockey game, its for everything behind it. I'm repairing a friendship that was shaken up. I'm doing the right thing.
I've already begun to think about the summer. I don't exactly know what I was thinking about, or what I'd need to do, but I have a general plan for an idea I had. You never know. Besides, it was only an idea. I have the NYC trip to worry about first. Well, maybe not worry about.
I just want everything to be perfect. I'm really trying. There's nothing more importent to me right now.
On another note:
It's good that tommorrow is friday. I'm looking forward to the movies tommorrow. Maybe some tension will drop and we'll actully become friends again.
"Frostbite on my heart,
This pain and suffering are feelings you don't know."
A note for people concerned in this matter:
I never said that I was dead set on the whole Toronto trip. You may like to think you didn't hear me say that it wasn't for sure, but I did. There was no way that it was going to happen. I have no regret saying that I'd drop out, because I'm not going to break a promise that I made before. Its not just for a hockey game, its for everything behind it. I'm repairing a friendship that was shaken up. I'm doing the right thing.
I've already begun to think about the summer. I don't exactly know what I was thinking about, or what I'd need to do, but I have a general plan for an idea I had. You never know. Besides, it was only an idea. I have the NYC trip to worry about first. Well, maybe not worry about.
I just want everything to be perfect. I'm really trying. There's nothing more importent to me right now.
On another note:
It's good that tommorrow is friday. I'm looking forward to the movies tommorrow. Maybe some tension will drop and we'll actully become friends again.
"Frostbite on my heart,
This pain and suffering are feelings you don't know."