...I'm ready to come home.
Its been a tough day. I had so much time to think today about everything that's happened since thursday. Its been so hard for me to think about everything that has happened. With the ending of the show, its so sad how there is so much more to worry about than never seeing some of those freinds again. I know this is one of my last chances, but when your life all around you is constantly changing, you can't concentrate on every importent thing.
Its hard enough to have your freinds pour their hearts out to you, then you can't do anything. Each person is having their own dilemma in their life. I know I've been a source of strength for three of them, and I'm greatful for that, but there is no way to find your own strength when your own problem happens to be knowing theirs.
And along with all of the sadness and unhappiness that has happened, there has been so much good. There has been so much happiness.
I don't know where to go from here. I'm inside three different worlds at the same time everyday. I know how to get through two of them. The third... what words do you say.
If only I knew.
Its hard enough to have your freinds pour their hearts out to you, then you can't do anything. Each person is having their own dilemma in their life. I know I've been a source of strength for three of them, and I'm greatful for that, but there is no way to find your own strength when your own problem happens to be knowing theirs.
And along with all of the sadness and unhappiness that has happened, there has been so much good. There has been so much happiness.
I don't know where to go from here. I'm inside three different worlds at the same time everyday. I know how to get through two of them. The third... what words do you say.
If only I knew.