Dec 31, 2006 02:47
so tonight while hanging out at gameworks with ben and dennis and friends... playing dance dance revolution (DDR), shoot out games and skiball... in the middle of some random conversation turns to me and asks me if i'm having a good time. and out of NOWHERE, the tears just started pouring out... it could have been some of the beer speaking, but i'm not sure that's the case... so it's official, i've gone crazy for real... and i don't even know why NOW after such a long time of not being able to cry about anything it would happen at theat moment... i don't know why. but maybe i do know why. i'm just confused i guess. i don't know.
can't wait to get back to my real life... but until then, i'm going to try and hang out with carri more while i'm here in tampa. it'll help. i love ben, but a big party just isnt the place for me tomorrow... and he understands, which is really nice.
anyways, my point is that i've gone insane... and tonight i randomly found some of that aristotilian catharsis...