this post isn't too serious...

[jp_ihateyous]

pasts are of regret

yours and mine

never said those three special words until i met you

never felt this way about anyone

it seems your case isn't the same..it's ok

i'm glad it's me that satisfies you now

too bad i wasn't in the past

correcting your errors,being judgmental

so judgmental that i know your past better than my own

how sad am i?

i know how sad i am..

bringing up certain things makes me overly curious

so i cure my curiousity

i read and read until i'm furious

what's the point?

i'm asking myself the same question..

come up with a reasonable answer?

me either..

don't take this post the wrong way

we all know what thinking gets us into...

trouble..and nothing more/less

delving into your past hurts everytime

knowing that there were others in my place

knowing that you "loved" others

why does it make me nervous that you've said it to the wrong people

because i'm here now

you say it to me

i'm the one that decides what you mean by the words

what am i supposed to think after reading your past

after knowing your past better than my own

right now i'm feeling like a statistic (sorry,just how i feel)

why?

because others have "loved" you

and you've "loved" them back

ignore most of this post

i'm only semi-mad right now

i brought it on myself i guess

..all for delving into a past..

a past i shouldn't care about? (that Is a question.)