Dec 29, 2004 22:36
it's been long since we'av met, and i was glad about that, that gave me space and time to think things through, it was hard work all the way, with a little nudging and budging, soon i was free.
but since yesterday, once again you broke my train of thoughts
i didnt know i missed you so much. seconds before you meant almost nothing..
once again ur treading on newly mended hearts; soon to be broken shards of red
and am i allowing that to happen again, love? how can I? i dont really know anymore. how can i let you have your way, lying through your teeth just to tighten your grip over me ALLOVERAGAIN it isnt fair to disallow trust in you, but then again, while doing that, could i be pointing guns to my own head
could i be pierced with swords so sharp,words so cruelly said
could i be rudely flung out of your way
could i could i could i
no no no noo
but could i try just once more
no
honestly? i crave for love like nothing else.nothing else. i'll promise to not have my views, i'll promise to listen, and do what you say