The water's rising up to my knees..
Time is apparently of the essence, I don't know when it became so. I'm feeling very intense right now, I'm not sure if it has anything to do with university just starting up again, as I know motivation tends to start off high and then wane considerably as the semester progresses. However, I don't recall feeling this way during the first or second year; first year I was too preoccupied with trying to figure out what college life was, and second year I was too preoccupied with socialising (having just come back from 3 months away from everyone). Right now I'm feeling the same sort of motivation as I did in the last year of high school, although to be fair, by the second half of my last high school year, I was down to doing almost no study..
I don't know. Maybe three months of doing nothing has helped me understand why The Life Plan was created in the first place. Also that I don't want to fail a subject again. Also that I didn't do engineering so I could sit around in the same city for 10 years; I did it so I could jetset around the world, get really jet lagged, see third world countries, live on caffiene and stress and wear a fierce suit. Maybe this will be all talk, oh well, most things start out as just talk.
First week of university and I don't know where all my time is going. It doesn't seem like I'm doing enough work yet, and that just makes me slightly stressed; thinking about not doing enough work. I suppose if I didn't play Final Fantasy, and if I didn't play the Sims, and if I didn't look at every single fashion show that's come out of New York, London & Milan, I'd probably have more time..
Therefore I can make only one assumption; the faster I finish playing Final Fantasy, the more time I will have to study. I'm so smart.
I don't know. Maybe three months of doing nothing has helped me understand why The Life Plan was created in the first place. Also that I don't want to fail a subject again. Also that I didn't do engineering so I could sit around in the same city for 10 years; I did it so I could jetset around the world, get really jet lagged, see third world countries, live on caffiene and stress and wear a fierce suit. Maybe this will be all talk, oh well, most things start out as just talk.
First week of university and I don't know where all my time is going. It doesn't seem like I'm doing enough work yet, and that just makes me slightly stressed; thinking about not doing enough work. I suppose if I didn't play Final Fantasy, and if I didn't play the Sims, and if I didn't look at every single fashion show that's come out of New York, London & Milan, I'd probably have more time..
Therefore I can make only one assumption; the faster I finish playing Final Fantasy, the more time I will have to study. I'm so smart.