i'll bet you never knew, with a letter came a fool for you.

Nov 03, 2003 00:15

i re-discovered the get up kids today.
i felt 14. i felt the way i did when marianne made me my first mix-tape.
it felt really really good, for the first time.. ever.. it felt good to feel 14 again.
fifth period gym, no open lunch, getting my cd player taken away, wanting pink hair, good charlotte.
living someone else's life..
but you know when you first discover something, it's like a whole new world? i haven't felt that way in years.
it felt awesome to feel that way again, even if it was just for a little bit.

i went on a walk with my mom today, it was gorgeous outside. i love this weather. after that i took ty for a drive and i showed him how it is indeed possible to drive home from jon's video without using a single right turn. then i came home and raked leaves, until my next-door neighbors introduced me to the most foreign thing ever to me: a leaf blower. i had a blast with it, i was moving things all over the place and it was great. i really wanted to jump on the pogo stick, play soccer, and skateboard, but no one would play with me or keep me company so i went inside and moped and listened to anne arbour on repeat. but tonight anthony and adam surprised me and came over and hung out for a long time, and it was fun to hang out with them. sean came over at like 930 in a polo shirt. it reminded me of 11th grade david (like a ken doll, instead of life guard ken, 11th grade david). they had to run away from the big bad dad monster though so it was fun while it lasted.

if i get into UMBC, i can live with my mom's friend lois. she told me i can have her entire upstairs loft and it's like an appartment, all to myself. it's one mile away from UMBC. please oh please let me get in. please please please.

"never, not ever again.
i've finally replaced every promise you've taken away."

bearing me heart in my hand...
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