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I just talked to Jesse about the whole situation. Talking to Jesse always makes me feel better. :) I'm not sure if he knows, but he's lovely. He's so therapy.
I told him about how everyone knows, and how some of them know through his little brother.
"This is the crime of the century" he said laughing.
Sometimes, things get really thick, and you can't get away from your frustrations because they seem invincible and ubiquitous, but then you're refreshed after a short, stupid conversation with a really, really good friend.
We're going to try this whole visitation thing again this weekend. He appologized for last weekend and said to plan on coming up this friday. I think this'll be healthy for me. I know this'll be healthy for me.
I'll come back from this weekend the way I come back from a concert, from overseas travel, and from road trips.
I'll come back refreshed and rejuvenated, bouncy and willing to make everyone else happy
Or I'll come back depressed and suffering from withdrawl, crying because I miss my friends, and making sure I use up all of my paints or don't see sunlight for a week.
ATHF makes me happy. So does Jon. And so does John.
demonbeast325: i hope my laptop comes tomorrow
demonbeast325: ill have sex with a goat if it does
DeusExMachina136: really?
DeusExMachina136: because the thought of a vegetarian sexually abusing an animal is very funny to me
demonbeast325: a goat thats a female human
demonbeast325: named lana
demonbeast325: lopresti
demonbeast325: who dumped me today
DeusExMachina136: oooh
DeusExMachina136: what??
demonbeast325: you were right
demonbeast325: about the college thing
DeusExMachina136: I'm sorry love
DeusExMachina136: are you okay about it?
demonbeast325: yeah
demonbeast325: mostly because im lying
DeusExMachina136: you fucking slut
DeusExMachina136: haha I hate you
demonbeast325: we talked about it tho
DeusExMachina136: haha
DeusExMachina136: you're such an ass
DeusExMachina136: you totally abuse my friendship
demonbeast325: youre fine
John is looking for another job. One at a school where he for some reason feels he can trust himself around hundreds of teenaged girls.
Yeah that's right. I said it. :-P
It's good though. He's always so stressed out during the day lately, and I don't know what to say to people when they're stressed out if there's no way I can help. And I occaisionally like to run my fingers through my partner's hair during sex, so it would help if he didn't rip it all out at his current job.
Time for some reading
I told him about how everyone knows, and how some of them know through his little brother.
"This is the crime of the century" he said laughing.
Sometimes, things get really thick, and you can't get away from your frustrations because they seem invincible and ubiquitous, but then you're refreshed after a short, stupid conversation with a really, really good friend.
We're going to try this whole visitation thing again this weekend. He appologized for last weekend and said to plan on coming up this friday. I think this'll be healthy for me. I know this'll be healthy for me.
I'll come back from this weekend the way I come back from a concert, from overseas travel, and from road trips.
I'll come back refreshed and rejuvenated, bouncy and willing to make everyone else happy
Or I'll come back depressed and suffering from withdrawl, crying because I miss my friends, and making sure I use up all of my paints or don't see sunlight for a week.
ATHF makes me happy. So does Jon. And so does John.
demonbeast325: i hope my laptop comes tomorrow
demonbeast325: ill have sex with a goat if it does
DeusExMachina136: really?
DeusExMachina136: because the thought of a vegetarian sexually abusing an animal is very funny to me
demonbeast325: a goat thats a female human
demonbeast325: named lana
demonbeast325: lopresti
demonbeast325: who dumped me today
DeusExMachina136: oooh
DeusExMachina136: what??
demonbeast325: you were right
demonbeast325: about the college thing
DeusExMachina136: I'm sorry love
DeusExMachina136: are you okay about it?
demonbeast325: yeah
demonbeast325: mostly because im lying
DeusExMachina136: you fucking slut
DeusExMachina136: haha I hate you
demonbeast325: we talked about it tho
DeusExMachina136: haha
DeusExMachina136: you're such an ass
DeusExMachina136: you totally abuse my friendship
demonbeast325: youre fine
John is looking for another job. One at a school where he for some reason feels he can trust himself around hundreds of teenaged girls.
Yeah that's right. I said it. :-P
It's good though. He's always so stressed out during the day lately, and I don't know what to say to people when they're stressed out if there's no way I can help. And I occaisionally like to run my fingers through my partner's hair during sex, so it would help if he didn't rip it all out at his current job.
Time for some reading