You used to shine so bright but I watched all of it fade.
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Hiiiiii, I haven't been online for the past two days because I'm sick :(
I've got this really high fever (highest at 38.8 and lowest at 37.6) with a (faded) sore throat BUT no flu therefore I do NOT have H1N1. We had NYGZ Elections on Tuesday and Interviews on Thursday haha super amusing to see my juniors getting interviewed (esp at the random questions :}) But unfortunately the EXCO'10 list hasn't been finalised yet so it'll only be announced on Tuesday hahah. The past few days have been spent pondering over things, being a social recluse, having a serious lack of drive/motivation to study for Blocks (which are, FYI, around the corner), falling (really) sick, being despondent and probably the usual 'being consumed by emotions', Idk why, but I have the need to muse over stuff I can't tell people f2f right now.
(i) I don't know how to make you feel better despite all this stress you're going through, makes me feel like a rather undeserving friend, but still I've always got your back. ♥
(ii) I knew about it all along, and I feel bad about making you feel guilty; it wasn't intentional, I know. Don't apologise okay? You're a really good friend.
(iii) Jerk.
(iv) All the lies and bullshit you put me through, forever is over. (never existed in the first place)
Some things are just better left unsaid.
I can be happy, even without you.
P/S Thanks to those who wished me 'Get Well Soon!' :> ♥