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Dear Journal,
Agh....so tired. I think I need to stop drinking coffee so much. I mean, I'll just probably end up with breast cancer and kidney stones by the time I am like 26 or something. Masters Commission Ministry college starts in two weeks. I am so nervous! I have been working those 53 hours a week and stuff lately, and just skateboarding or watching movies with the guys or Andrew or my brother lately so much, every day, that going to a college when I have been homeschooled my whole life, and starting to drive and stuff in two weeks is hardcore creeping me out! agh! *Blah.* It's so weird because I have been waiting since May for this and now it's two weeks away. So freaked! I mean, in four weeks I'll be performing dramas and worship team in Oroville, WA on our first outreach of the year for four days staright every day, for hours and praying over people and fasting and memorizing scriptures for school and.......it's going to be intense!
There is a conference this saturday and I really want to go but my dad won't let me go so I am mad but I get to go see willie wonka and the chocolate factory tomorrow. Blah. Happy-Happy Joy-Joy. hehe. My mom is bothering me to get off right now so I have to go but yeah.
Anyways, not much here, I haven't worked this week, only about 16 hours so I don't consider that working but ok.
Sunday I start again full time, I have to turn in my two weeks so I am kinda nervous about it because I don't want to quit but I have to. I mean, I REALLY DON'T WANT TO QUIT!!!! But I have to because of outreaches and school so....yup.
K My mom is getting dramatic so I have to go. Hope you all are having a good week! MWAA! Shout out to Tyler and Bri, ~JOY ;)