Jul 10, 2009 18:43
Today, I feel like an idiot...
I'm sooo sooo stupid. As much as texting a boy who almost forget me already... I did text him that how much i missed him. And then I learned he forgot me already... It's soooo embarrassing!!
I have to forget him as soon as I can!
I know that he will want me again when school began. I want to hurt him as much as he hurt me. I cried during all night somedays... I want him to do this for me. I want him to try hard to reach me inside...
He must understand what he did to me... It's a month on my way to meet him again. I'm gonna be a hard person like I was in the past. I have to... I hope I can...