The Dark Days III
Today was one of my dark days again. But in the end i feel peaceful a little.
In the morning my old liar "best friend" made a new event again. She spoke "cock and bull" stories like she does everytime. I left the class when she was still speaking. I wanted to be alone and i didn't go to the class again. Then gokhan found me. We talked. I cried. I called my teacher rahşan and she immidiately came to me. We talked all of this together. I cried again. She said she was never believe in my old "best friend". I wish she said it to me before all of this hasn't happend. Anyway i guess i wouldn't listen her...
Then we saw yagmur (gokhan's girl) and teacher called over her and talked with her. She said she believes in us (gkhan and me). Yagmur looked like didn't care too much but she does i know.
Because just before i started to writing here, she talked with me. We talk all of this with any judgement. And now she's agree with us and believes in me. Still don't believe in gokhn but i believe she will. Because she loves him. :)
And do you know what did they say to her? If she talks with anyone of us (gkhan or me), they won't talk with her. I can't believe it! Ha-ha! I'm just laughing at them! They're like kids! Kids even don't do that! xD
Whatever i'm more peaceful now. I found one person too who believes in me. Now i'm gonna try to fix between them. (gkhan and ygmur) I hope it will happen. 'Cause they love eachother i don't wanna see them sad.
Finally i said this journal to my teacher rahşan. She's gonna be the one who read these. :)
In the morning my old liar "best friend" made a new event again. She spoke "cock and bull" stories like she does everytime. I left the class when she was still speaking. I wanted to be alone and i didn't go to the class again. Then gokhan found me. We talked. I cried. I called my teacher rahşan and she immidiately came to me. We talked all of this together. I cried again. She said she was never believe in my old "best friend". I wish she said it to me before all of this hasn't happend. Anyway i guess i wouldn't listen her...
Then we saw yagmur (gokhan's girl) and teacher called over her and talked with her. She said she believes in us (gkhan and me). Yagmur looked like didn't care too much but she does i know.
Because just before i started to writing here, she talked with me. We talk all of this with any judgement. And now she's agree with us and believes in me. Still don't believe in gokhn but i believe she will. Because she loves him. :)
And do you know what did they say to her? If she talks with anyone of us (gkhan or me), they won't talk with her. I can't believe it! Ha-ha! I'm just laughing at them! They're like kids! Kids even don't do that! xD
Whatever i'm more peaceful now. I found one person too who believes in me. Now i'm gonna try to fix between them. (gkhan and ygmur) I hope it will happen. 'Cause they love eachother i don't wanna see them sad.
Finally i said this journal to my teacher rahşan. She's gonna be the one who read these. :)