Jul 02, 2006 23:35
Sorry I haven't updated in awhile, but I have been preoccupied! Well sleep hasn't been coming to me period! I mean I will lay down and then all of a sudden wake up and be wide awake. Last night I didn't get to sleep until 4 am. When I got out of bed last night I ended putting in some U2 and writing for awhile. I don't know I guess the whole part of my life that is ending is getting to me with quitting school and not having a job and then loosing and gaining friends. I haven't been drinking which is good because I tend to over do it when I go out. I love the fact that I have stopped drinking because it gives me clarity, but then again it helped me forget some of my problems for about 5 minutes because all alcohol does is bury your problems and when you sober up they just come back. I am trying to make changes to my life and I know cutting out the things that will help me go in a better direction in my life. Well this entry was boring I know, but I promise they will get better.