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I have to learn to be patient. BUT it is so dang hard. GUH! I just want everything to fall perfectly in place now, but I know that is unrealistic. It just seems like nothing has been going well for me, there always is something bringing me down. I try to be optimistic and happy despite everything but it is getting harder and harder to think positively lately. I don't know what I need now. I guess I'll just wait.